Appreciate the simple pleasure in life

Drama in the kitchen

Happy HALLOWEEN all, hope you guys had a great time partying.

I did not enjoy mine. I joined The 13 Cell to The Bukit Brown Cemetery. It was a bad experience. I saw nothing, not even a TOMBSTONE. it was way to dark and that tiny light stick aint doing much help.

Oh well, I will not go for The 13 Cell event anymore. I am looking forward to next year’s USS! or Spooktacular!

 

I went for a run with sweetheart around the neighborhood. the feeling was way too good. I was running my 8th lap then to slowly realise that both my hands are itching. but there were not any bites. well, it feels more of like my flesh is itching.

and the itch was OH MY FUCKING GOD. Way to itchy!!! all the way up to my lips!! Then, ended my run on the 9th lap headed for chest press and walked back sweethearts home.

While walking back, I realised my hands are swelling up. it look like Hives. or skin allergy. but hey, SKIN ALLERGY while running????????

Then my head started to spin, stomach aches like crazy mad. I could not continue my walk back home (we were just at the carpark) I kneel down to rest, it felt like I am going to die of heatstroke or something.

I pulled myself up, quickly walked back to sweethearts home, rush straight into the bathroom to SHIT. There we go, I diarrhea-ed right away. Head still spinning, both hands and legs swelling up, spots of red patches appearing on my legs/thighs/arms….

Imagine, my head is still spinning, stomach hurts like shit, and at the same time feeling lethargic! So i quickly cleaned up, erm (my ass). dashed out to the kitchen and lie FLAT on the floor!

i bet my sweetheart was worried mad. haha. then he was standing beside me, talking. and in a split second, I CRAWLED back to the bathroom……. TO VOMIT!!

and mind you, I was feeling way too lethargic to stand or kneel to vomit, I lie flat on the ground and vomit. IT IS WAY TOO GROSS!

I can see clearly what I had for my dinner. I had a full grown mushroom, I have no idea why didn’t I chew it before I swallow, then I see the duck meat, in strands, and the green strips of Vegetables. LOL.

Well, the clearest was the white mushroom. So gross right! lol.

Sweetheart mopped the floor, and cleared my vomit for me. He is so sweet. I love you!

then, we headed to the doctor. and oh hell, i rejected the docs offer for MC!

Tomorrow is my first day at my new job, which of cause is my dream job. So, if i have to crawl, I will crawl to work.

Paid $56 for less than 12 pills.

Look at my “allergy”

alrighty people, gotta run!

xoxo,

J

TGIF

It is FRIDAY!

Taking a two weeks break before I embark on a new journey.

I told sweetheart that I wanted to go on a short getaway where we will be away from any disturbance. so we decided to go Genting!

Actually, I went there about two months ago. haha! It’s pretty much boring. HAHA!

I wanted some time with sweetheart, just the two of us, thinking and talking and eating together. away from all other people. just the two of us. we had a great time during our last visit. love the couple time. Just lazing around at starbucks with him, having coffee for him and myself tea. eating buffets and losing money at casino.

Ah uh, talking about the casino, we both practically have got no idea how the hell should we play. so we got out from the den in less than half an hour. HAHA! i think we enjoyed most while we eat.

Alright, so it’s a raining Friday today, and I have an appointment. Facial appointment. How nice, I shall pamper my face, relax, and sleep.

Ok, I am really excited about the ME/WE time with my sweetheart. and looking forward to halloween.

Sad that night safari has cancelled the annual halloween. sighs, why why?

be back later, am running late for my appointment!

loves!
J

Lazy Sunday

So, it is Sunday and I am lazing on the bed blogging via my iPhone.

I made a hard decision in regards to work. Feels a little sad but well life?

I was offered another position with a reputable firm, better opportunity comes with higher responsibilities and challenges. And not forgetting the better pay too. The decision was a tough one.

As I used to say about my work life, it has been going very tough on me. So difficult that I sometimes feels like giving up working and slack my life away. (i know its stupid) It is because I really can’t deal with office politics. I suck that really. I hate office aunties. I have no idea why they can hold such good jobs with high pay but they are seriously totally undeniably fucked up!

And I hate that they are so unwilling to teach the young ones. Like me. Fuck hate them.

But after struggling for so long, I found my current, the people are fantastic. I have a very caring boss, she comes and is everything ok? Every single day! Making sure that I fit in. My amazing colleagues, keep a look out if I’m having too much work on hand and they offered to help. And seriously their word is their bond. I’m so touched. This is the real team I’m talking and always yearning for.

But, opportunities don’t come very often. Especially one that I always wanted, went for the interview and didn’t get called. Was told by many agents that firms like that will not employ me. Not even a chance. Even the HR manager says so. So right now, this came knocking, asking me to reconsider, even gave an increment.

Why not? I quickly said yes, after 2hours of this offer. So I considered for 2hours. Weighing the nice people okay job at my current with the auntie environment and the job I always wanted to do.

But right now, I don’t know how to voice to my boss also the general manager that I am leaving…. I am throwing the letter next week..

I just pray that the people at the new firm is nice.

Another thing that keeps me motivated is….. Looking at the new house…. Makes me work harder!!!!!!

I love you, God! I know you been really kind and forgiving to me. Life is tough but you surprises me! Thank you!

Back again later.
Enjoy Sunday faithful readers.
Xoxo

It is just another day

Its midweek, how nice.

still learning the ropes of my current job. sincerely hope that I can fully understand the whole process soon. God please bless me so I won’t job hop again. Can you believe it I job hopped about 3 times in 7 months. I am not a job hopper but I am not able to find any satisfaction in my previous jobs. Thankfully the current job seemed really good. PAY is good too. LOL.

I have been feeling exceptionally drained out these days. Hope the weekend arrives soon.

Sweetheart’s dad is really funny to be with. He told the maid : 一天一粒苹果，中风远离我。 Then, he translate to English for the maid’s understanding. He said: An apple a day, keeps the SHOCK away. LOL. I laughed my ass off seriously.

alright, I have to head for the bed now. I have been telling myself each morning that I will turn in at 10am. Look at the time now. Great, tomorrow is another sleepy day, I know….

Cheerios people. xoxo

 

Its been a good long while!

Hello bello wello jello!

It is so rare that I am back to blog. There are a few reasons why I stopped blogging but I shall not disclose any. Since this blog-sphere is open for every eyes to see/read whatsoever.

So, yah, it has been more than a year since my last blog entry. I seriously enjoyed blogging so much when I was “younger”/ much free-er and has got nothing better to do. Well not exactly nothing better to do, but hey man, I used to spend at least 3 hours on blogging, nothing but blogging and upload truckloads of pictures to share with you wonderful people.

Look, so now I am working ever since my graduation. work life suck real mad mind you. I would rather head to school everyday and face gays.  like seriously, FACE those GAYS! GAYS are so much easier to handle than those office AUNTIES.

and now, about my life. Career life (boohoohoo) This path has been going real tough on me, it has been the hardest challenge I ever have to face. but yah, it spell shit and yes face the shit. I think God has been exceptionally nice to me. Nice meaning: giving me really good jobs with relatively good pay but the nasty issues are – I have to meet those ridiculous, ugly, old, smelly, political and maybe, mentally challenged OFFICE AUNTIES.

You know what are my main reasons for those resignation I have been giving? its the AUNTIES.

Okay, so now I got a really good job that I love so much. Can you imagine I look forward to go to work everyday, with just a small percentage of the “sian” factor. I love the environment, the nice and super helpful colleagues. They have this (we should help each other attitude) But, good feelings aside, it is just the beginning, lets see what will happen as time goes by. I know God will not allow me to be happy for too long, it is not good to stay in my comfort zone for too long too. But hey, I JUST STARTED, please let me last for at least 2 years?

Next, my relationship. Still going very strong with my sweetheart, Fifth year already. hehe! and not getting married any time soon. hehe!

oh and my brother, our relationship improved. we would both get together and cook, he will call me home for dinner, we would go to the market together. i was jobless for two months and he say i do not have to pay for the house expenses till i find a new job. so nice right?

Oh and I recently celebrated my BFF 24th birthday at Traders Hotel, the buffet taste yummy! I will go visit again!

I would like to upload some photos here but I have no idea how to get those pictures from my iphone to my desktop. Sigh, wait till my sweetheart gets home and teach me then.

Cheerios..

 

 

I HAD MY FIRST SPIN!

Hell yah! as per the above mentioned post.

Now i can’t wait to drive through the highway and go home then go around sg to meet my friends! HAHA!

First, i need to remember the roads.

I have been with my sweetheart for about 4 years and mind you, i don’t really know how to drive from my house to his. haha!

but i will never get lost on the road. why? i know the bus lanes. I can drive behind the bus loh! HAHA!

caught Karate Kid. Gosh Jaden Smith that lil kiddo is sucha hottie. i love his bod. for a kid his age.. MAN i wish my son will be as macho as him! LOL!

right, gotta go!

I CANT WAIT!

For my first spin!!

Passed my TP!!!!!!

and i am a qualified driver now! i can drive a damn car on the damn road with other damn cars already!!!!!!!!

To those who have yet to achieve one, fret not! you can do it!

I wont say things like dont be nervous and must be confident etc.. I tried to tell myself that today. it didn’t help. I just…. DRIVE!

Maybe God knows I am going broke already. So He made it happened!

and to say the truth.. I PRAYED today. and God made it happened! and the other few tries.. i forgotten all about God.

I think you people better pray before anything~ HAHA!

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I think i have the greatest boyfriend.

He got up early despite of how tired he is to drive me for my TP.

I was stressed. We had a little tiff while on the way there. Well not his fault. I am sorry D..

I even scolded my instructor. oh well HE deserved it. he even asked me to refer more students for him… PUI~

right, has life killed you? dear faithful readers?

ALMOST did~ that is, for my case….

its a tough ride these days.. but tough rides are good! I am praying for guidance God. ………

Im in a joyous mood today! PRAISE~

OH. AM. GIE.

its really Oh Am Gie. OH MY GOD.

looking forward to weekends every start of the week.

and now that my saturday is here. i got up at 720am. the usual time i get up to prepare for work. checked my clock, and back to bed – jess its saturday mind you!

then i got up at 1030am… checked my clock hoping its like 2pm and ill go : hell ya i made it to noon!!

and to know its only 11am.. and i am so darn blardy awake. Grrr.. i was like: hey its saturday you know? didnt you want to sleep till dead, Jess?

i got up, wash up, nothing to do, not hungry, but still grab a bowl of cereal with my favourite meiji strawberry milk. hog onto the lappy, stalked a few of my friends on facebook.. and do nothing. till now!!

OH MY GOD! seriously.. its just one saturday and im going crazy… meeting sweetheart at 5pm. but i already feel like leaving my house and head for his place to meet instead… grr..

I just cant stay at home really. grrrr…

then i got really bored and really really really BORED. i took out my new clothes from my wardrobe and start trying them out. see i have a long big mirror in my room. and now my bed is filled with my messy clothes. .

but…. I ALREADY tried them out when i first bought them home!!!

okay i am gonna think about how am i gonna make myself useful to the time God is giving me today. Thinking…. thinking…….

IM HERE!!

life’s great!!

Work’s even better!! Fighting!!! Keep on keeping on Jess!!

okay, got a new haircut.

im so looking forward to tomorrow!!!!

on 2 days mc

So i had fever on monday, flu, sorethroat etc and i still head off to work.

sweetheart told me to get mc but i didnt want to. dragged myself there. got things done..

and the entire night yesterday. fighting with the fever demon. perspire like mad..

today got up, choosing clothes to wear for work, flu came like tap water, sneezed like mad, throat pain like siao.

hot cold hot cold. so i decided that.. i will go visit the doc today.

called boss. took mc. i dont know why but yah the doc gave me 2 days.

not that serious right?

its just flu and sorethroat for now. fever subsided.

and just when i wanted to get a good rest… the drillings knockings and what nots start coming… AHHH!!!!!!

and to think again, its been a year since my last fever… so yah. yearly visits from fever demon..