Appreciate the simple pleasure in life

my relationship resulted in a breaking up coz i decided to stop accomodating him.

and when i decided to stop as i have already accommodate to him by staying at his house for zillion months. and that i think its time when he has to start doing something for me..

but he can’t.

so we broke up.

fuck. guys are a bunch of selfish fuckers.

if your gf suit your way, the relationship is a beauty, and if your gf doesn’t all shit happens.

Jessie, welcome to SINGLEHOOD! Rejoice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

you know i am so damn lazy that i called for KFC delivery when theres a KFC outlet so near to my home.

and all for the sake of… i wanna eat the spicy drumlets.

and they have got this delivery terms and conditions to comply to. its like minimum order of 12bucks. so i BO BIAN. i ordered a LARGE COLESLAW. and normally i can’t finish the small one lor!

and and and. the delivery damn fast lah! its here in less than 20mins!!!!

okay im gonna enjoy the spicy drumlets liao!

ohmygosh.

i’m feeling really really tired. it felt as though i’ve never fall asleep before………..

and i’m gonna meet my horrible driving instructor later.. maybe that is why i feel so damn blardy sleepy….

My TP is on tuesday and i know very well that i am going there to fail.

okay, let me do a little update before i drag myself out of my house.

been mugging for my exams. and yes it finally ended yesterday. paper commenced at 2pm and i left at about 3.45pm i think. the supposed time for my paper to end is 5pm. no idea why i left that early. i hope i will do well for my both papers!

my dad flew back to Taiwan already. and im stucked at home for i don’t know how long before i can start visiting sweethearts place.

and i’m looking for full time jobs now. any kind souls.. please do me a great favor by introducing me a job!

ill be back!

My grandma – Nai Nai- passed away on sunday morning at about 6am. i am very much in shock still, but i can’t let my emotions take over me. especially in times like this… My first paper for the last semester is tomorrow.

my grandma who took the greatest care of me. gave me her food and left maggie mee for herself. she’ll cook me my favourite promfret fish and kangkong and she can squeeze my jeans so dry with her bare hands. i couldn’t do any of those. she took care of me ever since the day i stepped my foot in Singapore. giving me all her love. she’ll get my milk bottle ready. she bring me to school with grandpa. she make me my favourite milo freeze. [milo from the freezer] and she taught me Chinese to prepare me for Primary one.etc etc etc etc..

for all i know, the unconditional love that i always yearn for.. she has it in her. she gave me everything anyone could ever give.

she did so much for me. i grieve for her leaving. but i know she is with grandpa at her eternal resting place.

thanks to people who came. and especially sweetheart for his company these few days. i appreciated it so much. you’ve been really wonderful. i love you.

im gonna have a long day tomorrow.