Appreciate the simple pleasure in life

AHHHHHHHHHH!!!! *screams*

look at the time now! look at the time now!!

am i supposed to be like ermmmmmm concussed already? at 10pm?

haha! darn i can’t sleep after bathing….

so dead, i am so so dead.

i think i ate my dinner too fast and i am having cramps now…

darn its really painful…

i didn’t had a meal since morning, maybe i was over excited for my first day at my new job.

now i am struggling to stay awake till 10pm so that i can just concuss till tomorrow morning….

well. im in the mood to bake today. haha.

so i baked Chocolate Chip Cupcakes!

a successful one! AGAIN! HAHA!

then i decided that…. i should also bake cookies!

and sweetheart’s sister thinks its not so bad at all.

but its a failed attempt to me. i threw most of it away.

but my cupcakes…. yummy lah!

i hope i can bake more often.

I JUST TOOK THE LIKING TO BAKE!

Bake bake baker!

So..

my Shepherd’s Pie was a SUCCESS! hehe!

my love ate more than half of it. his dad, brother and maid finished it all! HAHA!

ps: i prepared TWO of those!

and its all GONE NOW! HAHA!

days and months ago. my face feels like shit. feels dead.

and today. i got a face “lift”! gosh my face sees the light!

i went facial. HAHA!

then i decided that i shall.. for the love of God… MAKE/BAKE SHEPHERD’S PIE!

it smells really good. i wonder if it taste as good as it smells. oh and.. yah it doesn’t look appealing……

but hey! Chao Tar is the new -IN- thing!

i even EX EX (x) the pie! design!

ill be back to share if its a success or failure!

Cycling at ECP with my sweetest  love’s family again!

utterly shiokness.

cycling under the not so heavy rain with sweethearts sister brother. chasing after sweetheart. and losing sight of his dad mom and aunty! haha!

okay. im tired already.

Went for medical checkup somewhere at Raffles.

my eyesight has worsened… i can only read the first line. darn!

then the nurse said i’m a little Underweight. and i told her i am quite a big eater and how on earth i can be near that Little Underweight category.

then i also realised.. i grew shorter.

what the?? i thought. why am i so short! darn i hate being short!

had my urine tested. not gonna elaborate on it. okay, just a little something. Me, no idea how, no idea why.. urinated on my hands. i was like shouting WHAT THE FUCK in the ladies. then i SANITIZED my hands again and again!

feel darn stupid.

can’t they just invent something like a pregnancy kit. just urine on it and tadah results out! better than urinating into that tiny pipehole alike shit.

the hospitals are using PLASTIC CUPS lor. and i have no problem with it at all!

then, i went to get X-Rayed.

i miss my hair and its color.

and i miss and love that person right beside me.

headed out for dinner at some steak-y restaurant during our monthsary.

can’t wait for the next monthsary! thats when i will receive my first SALARY! oh my gosh! HAHA!

Dear Love, thanks for holding on. ALL the time. Ur fatty missy me loves you with all my heart. I want to walk down this life journey with you. You’re my love, now and forever.

when im 19 and hes 21.

if i didnt remember wrongly. me at 20 and hes at 22? haha!

then i turned 21 and hes 23….

at 22 and 24!

See.. Love of my life! KELVIN TAN!

oh. and guess what i’ve found?

THIS IS SOOO OOOMMMMFFFFGGGGGGGG!!!!!

and yes its Serene and I and we were THIRTEEN years old!

compare that to my previous entry’s photos.

We all should exercise more!

alright. i should run more often now! THIRTEEN YEARS OLD LOOK SO SCARY!!

i used to stick my Overweight photos on my WALLS in my room. so to remind myself everyday that.. I WILL NEVER EVER look like that EVER AGAIN!

then i made friends with running and the gym and swimming and eating a meal a day… i decided that i shall keep my pictures in those albums forever! HAHA!

okay. im so gonna try and have a goodnight sleep.

its sunday!

went cycling at ECP with sweetheart, his dad and his brother.

yeah! maybe i lost 500grams ehs? haha!

met serene at timbre.

chill out at grapevine with sweetheart, kenneth, jo and ad, caught the arsenal match. and manutd match at some ekkies coffeeshop.

oh. my voice is back! and im no longer coughing already! i am all WELL and GOOD now. haha!

i’ve been doing nothing but slacking my life away ever since the day i cleared my exams. life is nothing but plain boring to me.

been spending money like nobody’s business. i haven’t even start earning yet!

and now i know, staying at home are not my ideal life! i hate staying at home and not working! this kinda life is so sick!! can’t imagine anyone can stay at home all time without working. im so stucked at home and i don’t even remember the date today! this is so damn effing crazy! totally feel like im outta the world. and hell no this is so not gonna happen to me!

if i don’t work and do something to this life im given. i must well be dead.

and God is good. i think i found a job! HAHAHAHAHA!

think it aint that bad as a start out first job kinda thing.

im gonna head down to get the admin shit done tomorrow.

oh God. Thanks for being sucha nice Daddy in heaven for blessing me with a job as a start out! please continue to bless me! . I praise You, I thank You, I honor You and I love you! AMEN!

most importantly. PLEASE! Let me meet good people. okay not good good people, at least NICE human beings please! i had enough of SICK people………

okay im gonna slack my entire night away and waste my life before i welcome myself to the real world in i don’t know how many days more…..

can’t imagine how those people without a job/school/whatever can live their life. i feel like strangling myself already!! salute them ah!

okay! ive blogged.

its crazy to even have a thought of eating Fried Chicken Wings, Chocolate Cakes, Fruit Cakes etc while i am still recovering from my very bad manly sexy voice.

okay i don’t think i am recovering. instead, i felt as though my condition has worsened. gosh this is mad. and i’m having dry coughs too.

met my crazy secondary classmates for catch up session in town on thursday. dinner at HK Cafe.

i think their behavior didn’t change as much since we left STC. haha! or maybe the cheeky and “fighting” spirit just came alive when they meet? haha. still bickering and yah, “fighting” haha! so funny.

still remembers amanda’s palm mark on gecks arm. poor girl. haha! don’t belittle skinny tiny little woman like amanda. one whack kills! HAHA!

had a good time chatting with them. one thing in common, we’re all attached. lol. one thing uncommon, they have beautiful big breast! they? who? THOSE TWO LOR! haha. ting and geck! haha! its a compliment alright!

the meet up were rather short but good. its great to meet up once in a while. a long long while i must say. we’re 22. we have not met since…17. HAHA!

my brother has been really nice and sweet. he got me lunch and medicine and woke me up to eat. and reminded me to take the medicine. not only that, he left for work, gave me a msg reminding me to drink more water and take good care of myself.

when there’s no one with a time to care, my sibling is here. im thankful.

I want to go party….

from LtoR: Jo,Amanda,ME,Ting and Geck.

more pictures on facebook.

oh hungry cow, i feel like eating Mcdonalds Breakfast.

how how? brown hungry cow?

can’t wait till daylight….

It’s like 4.20am on a wednesday morning.

I just got home from CityHalls Starbucks, yes its 24hrs.

and i ordered my favourite Choc Cream Chip Frap and Walnut Choc Chip Muffin.

to think that my sore throat is getting better. it has worsened in like 4 hours. after the drink and fins.

i think i drank 5 sips and less of my Frap. and ate Less than Half of the muffin. my throat just hurts sooooooooo bad…

and darn i was feeling so COLD! i was shivering. seeking warmth under the blanket while lapping on my bed.

and i feel so sick…. i think Fever King has returned to visit me.