Appreciate the simple pleasure in life

Celebrated my best boy-friend 22nd birthday yesterday!

Happy Birthday Nelson!!

Met at Timbre, my favorite place! ideal for chill outs. live bands..

had my all time favorite thin crust pizzas fries and wings. Yummy!!

My favorite drink Sakura! Nelson’s China blue is OOS. haha!

chit chatted till 12am and make our way down town for midnight movie!

and back home at 4am……

Sweethearts mom went for handicrafts lesson and shes making a flower for me. using ladies stockings!!!

i was sitting beside her looking at how she did those handicrafts. i think shes nervous cause she just kept on redoing the entire thing. haha!

then she told me to go away first.

then then.. i laugh at her! haha!

thats all for now

later~

HAPPY TWENTY TEN MY DARLING BELOVEDS!

I hope you had a great end to the year 2009 and welcome 2010 with a BANG!

I decided that i shall not head out for those countdown this time round. i think staying at home being with sweetheart is even more worth it.

the clock hits twelve and i greeted HAPPY NEW YEAR PULL YOUR EAR to my sweetest love! and also his dad and mom. sweetheart got busy with his thingy while i lazed around..

then at 1am we decided that we shall head off for a run!! and yeah! Welcoming our TWENTY TEN this way is so damn worth it!

now its 2am and im back here blogging, still perspiring from my run. heard some people saying ” Waa now they’re still running?”

haha i wanted to stop and say yes wanna join me? HAHA!

i think i just chose the best way to start my TWENTY TEN! and im loving it!

again, HAPPY TWENTY TEN ALL YOU PEOPLE!

Have a blessed year ahead, challenging it may be, but i know you people are a bunch of heros, lets enjoy this journey of life and fight it with all our might! Welcome 2010! I am so gonna love you!

I AM SO EXCITED TO KNOW WHAT GOD HAS PREPARED FOR ME THIS YEAR!

*fighting spirit!*

Alright!

to say the truth, i’ve not been thinking about my 2010 resolution. and now i thought maybe i should sit myself down right at my lappy and start to think about what i really want to accomplish in the upcoming 2010. if i don’t do it now, i won’t do it tomorrow and i won’t know when i’ll start thinking about it and at the end of 2010, i might have not done anything fruitful.

but before i start on what my 2010 resolution is, let me start on what 2009 has been for me.

hmm! it has been exotic.heart thrilling hand squashing and a painful year. well not exactly painful painful. i lost my loved one in August. someone very dear to me. in short, 2009 has been a colorful year for me. the grey moments and etc.. most of it rainbow

i thank God my abba daddy for giving me such a wonderful 2009. i appreciate and am really thankful for the challenges i’ve met and accomplished.

I cleared my Diploma in Business Administration with good grades. i know i could have done better during my first semester. its too late to regret now.

during the first semester in school, i was a dead slacker. i just didn’t pay attention to what hard earn money has paid for. i took for granted what i’m given. I told Dad that i wanted to study and BA is what i wanted and so he paid for it.

Having Dad to pay for my fees is simple. all i have to do is tell him what i want and he’ll give me. He may nag a little but he’ll still gives. no matter what.

after the first sems result was released. i was sad. real sad. but i didn’t show it. it seemed to me that feeling sad is useless when reality has it that i did REALLY BAD. and it is not anyone elses fault but mine. why didn’t i start getting serious, that slapped myself many times.

i did my usual self reflections and i decided that i should not take what i’m given for granted. when things lands easily on my hands i should be appreciative and do something.  so i decided that i’ll study hard and get good grades.

i don’t think i should drag my entries so right, i got good grades throughout all the semesters. less that 2 Ds i got. darn it really ugly-fied my transcript.  its like 2Ds straight Bs and 1 A in the transcript! the 2Ds just pisses my eyes off.

let me touch on the A graded module.

i didn’t think i’ll even pass it.  Grandma passed away during the midst of my preparation. Dad flew back to attend to the funeral, and Dad will never let me do my revision. He just enjoy ordering me around till i lost it and told him off that i am preparing for my final paper.

i was even revising outside the Mortuary while waiting for grandma’s autopsy. i amazingly cleared 3 chapters while standing there. i took one whole morning to clear it anyway.

but i just couldn’t focus. darn i really can’t. i stopped myself from crying coz it will really affect me deeply. grandma has been so great to me. when dad isn’t around, shes like my mom.

i used to post this in my older blog, about grandma and grandpa would always head to the community center and the center would provide mixed vegetable rice for both of them. but grandma would share one packet with grandpa and bring the other packet home just for me.

grandma would go to the market and buy good food but she will never be the one enjoying it cos she bought it for me.  grandpa and her would then eat a packet of maggie mee shared by the both of them.

she leaves all good healthy food for me while she takes the unhealthy ones. she apply medicine on me when i got abused by aunt’s fucked up boyfriend she cries with me when i cried. she hugged me to sleep, darn i wish shes alive now.

oh wells. so i was preparing my paper during her wake. it was tough job. not that i’ve got one paper but i’ve got two! i worked extra hard for that paper though. i brought my revision paper and walk to grandma, shes in her coffin. i looked at her and i told her i’m preparing for my exams. but she looked so fierce. darn that mortician did a bad job! i told grandma i have to do well. then i prayed too.

SO! A is what i got for that paper, and B is what i got for the next.

okay i think i can blog the entire day about grandma but its getting really draggy haha!

so so so! first, good grades and tadah i got my DIPLOMA already!!!

then, i took up driving. i told Dad i took up driving and he replied: just don’t ask me to pay. oh wells, so i paid all by myself.

passed btt ftt and just didnt make it for tp. twice! darn! fked myself. its either me or that instructor. have yet to book for my next though. okay at least i cleared my btt and ftt!

oh and i removed my braces!

i cried a lot this 2009. A LOT! i screamed i cried A LOT! till i fall sick too! i love crying. i always feel so much better after. why?? i told myself i will cry over this issue today and i will not, and will never cry over it again!! and it shall be my last cry for this matter and i shall let this matter pass! it really work. for me, at least. haha!

2 months after my graduation i landed myself with a job at UOB. as a bank teller. i quit after 2months. haha! despite having recession i still want to quit! Bank teller sounds nice? the job doesn’t. UOB is a great company though. haha!

then a week after my resignation, i got a new job! which is my current job! i love it! i got much higher pay! better people to work with. i’m happy!

2009, Mr and Missy relationship for the third year! and still going strong!!

theres one last point but i chose not to point it out now. It’s a “project” i’ll wait till the “project” is done and i’ll blog about it! it’ll be done in about 2months!

i may have left out some 2009 happenings but i don’t remember any now! haha!

and heres 2010…

My goals for 2010. Things that i want to accomplish!

The “project” which will be due in about 2months!

Work hard and save money! i better not declare the amount i want to save! haha! you might be amazed im sucha saver! HAHA!

Would love to pass my TP! haha!

Be a better gf… but i think im good already! HAHA! okay i should be ever better. haha!

I want to do something for sweetheart!! something he’ll remember!

Exercise more! haha! lead a healthy lifestyle!

Master my cooking skills, oh baking too!

Fly to Bangkok! my leave has been approved!!!!! First trip in the year 2010! i just keep going for trips! haha! Previous years i went Phuket, Taiwan then first trip to Genting then Bangkok and Bangkok again in 2010! haha!

next few trips would be Bali lah, Bintan lah, Batam sounds good? Taiwan again maybe? haha! oh or maybe Taiwan’s neighboring country! HONGKONG!!!!! gosh i love HK, i went there when i was younger! the food is yummilicious ones! HAHA! and i would love to go on a cruise ship! hehe!

i went on several cruise ship when i was younger. but its always Star Aquarius! so boring. i wanna try others! hahaha!

but!!! Enjoyment cost money!!! Romance too!!!!!! i better save more now :S

Learn something new this 2010. I want to pick up a skill!

play more enjoy more love more!

oh and SLIM DOWN! HAHAHAHAHA!

can’t think of anything more.

all i know the most important goal is i want to pass my TP! haha!

So, my holidays are here. i am happily on leave for ten good amazing days!

how was your Christmas? i spent mine with sweetheart and his friends at Butt Fact. we headed down right after dinner, got there at 930pm only to know that it opens at 10pm.

we managed to get in. then serene, mike and friends joined us but they waited for hell long to get in.  we left bout 2.30am while serene and gang stayed on.

and i baked today! Mini muffins!! yummy!!

i havent got the time or maybe i think i am lazy to go think about whats my new year resolution… so yeah, ill update again.

and… gosh i cant wait for 12 Jan 2010.

Two and a half more days to go!

and i’ll happily welcome my given leave with a big warm loving heart!

im on leave for 10 wonderful days.

xmas is around the corner and darn im not feeling any xmassy kick.

all i want for christmas is to sleep well eat well love my sweetheart triple well and play really well!

whats next? New Year Resolution 2010.

will touch up on that on the next entry.

I know 2010 will be a good year!!

I love Fridays, all fridays and especially today!

Had company Christmas Lunch with bosses and colleagues at The Moomba. place is good food is good. everything is just so good.

after lunch, we headed to Harry’s bar thats located just behind The Moomba for drinks.

and its been alcoholic drinks since lunch. i was turning red. haha!

then i date nelson out!

movie and Timbre together.

been loving my new job.

was supposed to go on a trip to bkk this january but decided that i should postpone it. so well yep i’m gonna postpone my trip to god knows when.

i’ve already reached the point that i wanted the trip so badly that i almost go mad……. real mad.. but sigh. unforeseen circumstances.

alright, work hasn’t been boring. in fact i’ve enjoyed my work. im completely, ridiculously, passionately in love with my job.

I’m working with Australians, big bosses are all Australians. so yeap i talk to Australians. Clients are mostly Australians too. HAHA!

and its really good working with them. they are friendly overboard and i really mean OVER the BOARD overboard! haha.

oh ya, have you guys been to the Science Center Bodyworld Exhibition?

goodness gracious me, please go if you havent.

i think i knew more about human and its bodies after my excursion…… haha!

oh and.. i think majority of those bodies are smokers who died and donated their bodies in… cause, their lungs are black.. Majority of those ive seen, i think?

have you guys actually thought of what are you really really gonna do to your body if you were to die one day??? i think ill donate my body when i die. whats the point of keeping it anyway? i dont wanna be cremated so burying me will be like wasting a piece of that little space on earth. why not make myself useful even when im dead. haha.

I have got beautiful brown eyes.. totally brown. if i die and totally can never be revived, just feel free. take it. haha!

sweetheart’s gonna run Stanchart later. and im gonna sleep more! hahaha! supporting him in my lovely dreamland. haha!

Butter Factory last week.

:- pictures up when im free and not lazy!

nights world.

i’ve been working and the moment i got home i hogged onto the computer and stay immersed to it for hours. not exactly hours hours.

i’ll take my dinner and off im back fellowshipping with the computer..

and im loving The Sims 3!!!

been playing that the entire week!

and just when i am crazily playing that game..

sweetheart would: you bad mood ah? why you so quiet today? it seemed like you not in good mood hor?

and he would continue the same question for HOURS!

to the extend that i got pissed off and told him..

I AM DAMN BUSY! I WANT TO PLAY GAME OKAY! I DIDNT HAVE ANYTIME DURING THE DAY! NOW I JUST WANT TO PLAY OKAY!?!

and he would…. okay………

and then the next day.. HE CONTINUES!!!!!!!!

then…. he finally got a new game.. Modern Warfare thingy…

and he was so happily enjoying the game……

i turned to him and……..

YOU BAD MOOD AH???? WHY YOU SOOOO QUIET?????? YOU TODAY NOT IN GOOD MOOD HOR??????

then…… we laugh it off.

HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHHAH!

I just got myself a new job!

better company, better location, better colleagues, better boss and most importantly… BETTER PAY! hahahaha!

okay. just thought some of you might be wondering what have i been up to lately.

I rested for a week and now i am happily back at work.

feeling a little under the weather. think im gonna run a fever or something. totally like.. Moodless kinda thing. GRrrr.. Flu came and throat aint feeling that good either.

MC is so outta question. I’m satisfied with my job now. NOT gonna take any MCs. hehe!

alright, guess i shall call it a day.

I AM HAVING A VIDEO CONFERENCE MEETING WITH I DON’T REMEMBER WHO FROM AUSSIE TOMORROW MORNING!

so dead.

nights world

Love of my Life~

the guy i love so much, and i hate as much sometimes… he loves me as much too… and he hates me as much sometimes too.. HAHA!

me: eh you know hor, sometimes i really love you like mad, but sometimes i really hate you that much also.

him: aiya same same lah!

me: maybe relationship is like that one hor?

then he’ll start to……

him: you should be less argumentative, less harsh, less etc..

me: I like leh! you don’t like huh?

then i start to…….

me: you also should be less argumentative, less harsh, less etc..

him: I LIKE LEH!

him: but… I DON’T WANT TO MARRY MYSELF!!!!!

me: I ALSO DON’T WANT TO MARRY MYSELF!!!!!

then we laugh it off…

HAHAHAHAAHAAHAH!

then we hug and kiss and we really do love each other so much that our thoughts are so much… the same! hahah!

and i love him so much that i’ll slap myself many times for saying “break up lor” during our quarrels….

HAHA!

so this is Kelvin Tan. The Love Of My Blessed Life.